Three minutes to stop and breathe: how an app changed my working life

This blog was written for the BMA.

Exhausted, losing weight, looking miserable. This was not how I had imagined my life as a doctor.

As the F1 on acute medicine I struggled to balance treating my patients well and looking after myself. There is no shortcut to learning how to deal with a patient with severe chest pain, an angry family wanting to speak right away and a microbiology consultant on the phone, all at the same time. In the end the skills I learned – such as how to prioritise – still help me to this day. But that came at a cost to my physical and mental health.

I would bend over backwards for my patients but I wouldn’t prioritise myself, my lunch breaks or my right to hand over jobs. And long term, tired doctors aren’t in their optimum state to look after patients.

I did the best I could, but I knew this couldn’t carry on for two years. I made changes, I went to the gym more, made sure I enjoyed all my time off and started meditating.

No junior doctor gets to the end of two years without major highs and lows. It’s a learning curve, and I learnt the hard way just how important it is to look after myself. One day at the end of F2, I was doing nights, and I had to pack up my house and drive my stuff over 200 miles to my parents’ house, pack for a friend’s wedding and sort out accommodation on the opposite side of the country for my new job. I felt acutely stressed and needed something to help.

I remembered my GP teaching – we’d been recapping treatments for depression and our tutor mentioned the Headspace app, recommending we try it. In my moment of panic, I downloaded it and did a three-minute exercise: sitting on a chair and breathing. Easy, right? Well, harder than you might think actually, but that three-minute pause was what I needed. It got me out of my ‘oh my God’ state and into ‘let’s do this’. Thankfully there was no chanting, no annoying music and no great demand on my time.

It helped me when I was feeling stressed, but also when I wasn’t. ‘Prevention is better than cure’: we say this to our patients all the time, in the guise of ‘what’s your diet like?’ or ‘do you smoke?’, but the same can be said about mental health.

When I was on holiday and waiting to start working in radiology, my friend, also a doctor, found it strange that I would continue to meditate every day. But I knew that radiology and moving across the country would have its own challenges, and I wanted to keep up the habit.

I wasn’t wrong. I’m now a few months into training, working and preparing for exams. It’s both the best and worst thing about medicine: you’re never finished. And then you have life’s ups and downs too.

For me, Headspace gives me time away from all of that. Time just for me; sometimes it’s the only time I get. I use it when I can – sometimes on the park and ride into work, on my lunch break or at the end of the day. All you need is a phone and headphones. Half the time people must think I’m napping! And some days I can’t fit it in, and that’s OK too.

Everyone needs a moment to just stop and breathe. I wish I had used Headspace earlier as a doctor. On those busy crazy days, a three-minute ‘time out’ to regroup would have been really beneficial. It’s easy to be sceptical – I know meditation seems hippy and new age to some people – but my advice is, don’t knock it until you’ve tried it.

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Tips on surviving in a new place!

So I’ve had a lot going on recently. But in summary I’ve had a big house move and the starting of a new job in a completely new region. Essentially walking away from all the familiar things in my life. *INSERT INTERNAL FREAKOUT HERE*

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The freakout

I’m writing this blog post at the very start of all of that because I won’t be able to relate to  this in a few weeks time so whilst it’s fresh in my head and I’m living it, I’m writing about it.

Moving to a new region is HUGE especially when it’s far away from family and friends so I’m gonna share some of my top tips with you all.

1 -My biggest tip would be be ok with not being OK. Freakout are allowed. I left a place that I had just about become relatively settled in for an area I knew nothing about and where I knew nobody. What the hell had I done?! I think normalising that thinking is really helpful. Trying to cover it up or force yourself to be OK when you’re really not isn’t helpful. Those feelings won’t go by burying them and burying them makes them harder to deal with.

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Going home my first weekend and surprising my Mum with flowers

2- Get some perspective. Or try to. Chances are you’ve moved away for a great reason. For me it was getting into my dream speciality albeit it my not first choice location. Yes there are things that aren’t ideal but how incredibly lucky I am to be doing a job that I LOVE, get in my first year of applying (which lots of people don’t) and be the youngest person in my year of training. There are people who have the exact same move as me to a different country. Or with children they’ve had to move to a different school. It’s a move, it’s really not that deep.

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3-Keep some sort of routine. When so many things are changing it’s important to hold onto some of continuum. Those things that make you happy, keep doing them. For me it’s going to the gym, talking to my family, meditating, praying, eating well, making sure my eyebrows don’t let the rest of my face down. Whatever it is for you, keep doing it. It’s important anyway but when everything is changing it’s essential.

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Loving my daily meditations from Headspace

4-Use your team. Remember that time when your friend called you crying at 2am because the guy she was in love with got married and you spoke to her for hours. Well this is your time to do that kind of stuff if you need it. I had friends and family offer to come and stay with me and my whatsap was popping with “just making sure you’re ok, let me know if you need anything”. Don’t be too proud to ask for help when you need it. Sometimes a phone call makes all the difference. Whatever you need take it! If you’ve been a good friend to someone else they will have no problem with repaying the favour and would be happy to (if they’re a good friend). Pick your friends wisely so when you go through something hard in life they do overtime for you, I’m very very grateful for mine. If you’re on that team and reading this THANK YOU!

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5- Don’t go it alone. Chances are if you’ve moved to a new area for work there will be other people in the same boat as you. Talk to them! My sister gave me very strict instructions “don’t be antisocial, make effort with people” and it was effort for me. I already felt like I had my friends and didn’t particularly want any more but you need to make an effort with people. You might not meet a new best friend but having someone close by you can hang out with or go to the gym with is important. And part of that process is being open with people and making an effort.

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Dinner with new friends

6- If you judge a fish by its ability to climb a tree it will spend its whole life thinking its stupid. Equally if you’re in London and you judge it by its lack of beaches you will think it is rubbish. Not every location has everything. Don’t look at is for what it doesn’t have, look at it for what it does. It might sound like a small thing but a small change in perspective can change everything. I don’t have a Zara close to me (I’m slowly getting over this) and my bank balance can breath a sigh of relief, but I do have some of the most beautiful beaches in England a short drive away. What a shame to focus on what is “missing” instead of focusing on what I have around me.

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Not to shabby for an after work walk

7- Go home. This might sound counter intuitive but for me it was so helpful. In the first week of my move I was doing great. Until Thursday. Then I had a little (massive) freakout and wanted to run home so I did. The drive was long but I didn’t care. I was home the whole weekend and planned nothing which is SO not like me but it was exactly what I needed. A little home comfort and some words of encouragement to pick me back up again.

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Halfway home break

8- Give it time. No one settles into a new place in a week so give it time and patient with the place and yourself.

9- Communication is key. Friends and family might be far away but technology is amazing. As I’m typing this I’m also FaceTiming my sister who is folding clothes and talking to her children. I’m not with her, but she feels pretty close. Pick up the phone or use FaceTime.

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Weekend cuddles with my Lana banana

10- I think my last tip would be nothing is the end of the world and there is noting that can’t be undone. If you’re miserable in a place for months (which I doubt will be the case) you can always reevaluate things. There are always options but at the start just give it a chance and go with the flow.

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Mantra for this month: “just keep swimming”


If you’ve made it this far, well done! Hope it was helpful.

Until the next post!


Waiting for the perfect timing

After my friend finished uni, I went to visit her and she spent the day showing me around the city she had called home for 3 years. It was a glorious day. Sunny skies, cycling, and more food than you can shake a stick at.

“Time to start living my life” she proclaimed.

She had plans. That holiday trip she had always wanted to take. That hairstyle she had always wanted to try out. Quality time with her friends.

Fast forward a few weeks. She landed a job in the city, started revision for exams and that blissful day and those plans were put on the back burner.

She started working on a new plan. The “tick-box life plan” (official name, just coined by yours truly). When the boxes were ticked, she could enjoy life. You can see the flaw.

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For the planners amongst you (hello most of my friends) this list will look pretty familiar. Now, I can’t say I have an issue with planning per se. But it does become a bit of an issue when it interferes with your happiness in the present.

If you are always looking to the next thing that you feel you should be doing you might be missing out on what’s actually happening in your life at the moment. And this time is NEVER COMING BACK.

I think I spent at least 3 years at Medical School being “too busy” to play netball. Or too busy to go and visit my friend. Or too busy to go out. I was so transfixed on “get your degree” that I forgot to live at the same time. So it was really no surprise that I was quite burnt out and not enjoying Medicine at the end of year 3.

Taking a year out from Medicine to Intercalate gave me time I needed to get a bit of perspective and shake myself to say “wake up woman, life is happening now and you’re missing everything”.

So yes. Plan my friends. But don’t forget to enjoy the ride. Whatever you are doing or whatever stage you are at in life. Life IS busy. You will ALWAYS be busy. There isn’t a RIGHT TIME to go and visit that aunty you have been meaning to see. Just GO and do it. I’m not suggesting that you be reckless. If you have an exam on Monday the weekend before probably isn’t the best time to go and do that… BUT you MUST GO because that perfect time doesn’t exist. And ticking all the boxes in the world won’t give you that time either. It’s an illusion. My friends who get married or land that dream job don’t suddenly become fulfilled in life and do all those things they have always wanted to do.

I’m off to book a rock climbing session because, the cliché, there is no time like the present is a cliché for a reason.

Enjoy the rest of your weekend xxx

Enjoying an hour off revision because there is only a massive slide on Park Street once
Enjoying an hour off revision because there is only a massive slide on Park Street once

PS-If you have no idea what I’m talking about then have a look at this

Staying sane at Medical School: an idiot guide

It might seem like quite a basic thing but my experience is that it doesn’t come naturally to all of us and can definitely be neglected. In my first year of medicine I muddled through but with no real plan of how to look after myself and believe me, it’s just as important as getting through the degree itself!  This IS the end goal, but your health (and sanity) is a priory too!

Here’s a list of things that I do that might help you if you haven’t already got a strategy:

1- Exercise. I use to do this when I was really stressed and go running at ridiculous times of the night but these days I go as often as I can and it helps to relieve me of stress before things get bad.

2- Talk to somebody. It really helps me to talk about what I feeling am stressed about. I have been lucky to have supportive flat mates but if you want someone to talk to your university are also there to help. At Bristol you can find support at

3-Have proper breaks. For me this means going home. I use to think that this was a waste of time but now I see how important this is. There is only so much work you can do before you NEED a break. Medicine will NEVER tell you to have a break. There is always more to learn. But you need to give yourself a breather.

4- Allow yourself to question if Medicine is for you or not. In my third year of Medical school I hated clinical Medicine. So I took a year out an intercalated. It was one of the best decisions I have ever made. I missed medicine a lot and this was the confirmation that I needed that this WAS what I wanted to do. Medical School is a hard and long process and if you have doubts it’s OK. Most people I know have questioned why they are doing medicine at some point or another. Give yourself a chance to change your mind. It’s not the end of the world. I think it would be a travesty to get to 5 years of Med school and have hated it all along.

5- Get a bit of perspective. This can be hard at the time. Our work can take over our lives, but in the grand scheme of things, if your biggest problem in life is your medical school exams, you are doing ok in life. (Well, this is what I tell myself anyway!)

6- Don’t suffer in silence. People don’t write Facebook statuses saying “I failed my exam and I feel crap about life”. But they do. These things happen. A lot. And if you do fail an exam, or feel really stressed, hear me when I say YOU ARE NOT ALONE and this crappy period in your life WILL pass and you will be better for it.

7- Treat yourself. I have a mantra that I say to myself which is “gotta look after number one”. That’s you! My Mum has drilled this into me and in an all consuming emotionally, mentally and physically draining profession this is crucial. How you define this is up to you but make sure you do look after number one! Medicine is important, but at the end of the day, you should come first.

Coctail. Candles. Running. Family. Friends that became family. How I get through Medical School.
Coctail. Candles. Running. Family. Friends that became family. How I get through Medical School.

10 Types of Muslim guys I have met at uni

Never let it be said that “all you Muslims guys are the same”. No no my friend, there is variety. Behold, 10 types of Muslim guys I have met at uni!

1- The bearded one. He won’t talk to you in lectures (he is far too religious for that) but facebook (inbox of course, wouldn’t want anyone to see) is ok. *yawn*


2- The Muslim one who doesn’t want anyone to know he is Muslim (ahem, they can see your name Hussein. Sorry Harry..)

3- The one who prays, five times a day and lets you know it! “Excuse me, I just have to go and make wudu. I need to pray. Insha’Allah. Sister”.

4- The Islamic society activist. This fella is always busy arranging interfaith events and spreading the peace of Islam. Masha’Allah brother.

5- The smooth talker. This “brother” is very aware of his Islamic obligations to his future wife which he is hoping is you. Can he take you for a coffee? He’ll pay. Of course. PS: he loves your eyes. Sister. Wink wink.

He probably has these mugs at home.
He probably has these mugs at home.

6- The confused one. This brother doesn’t know if he is coming or going. To talk to the Muslims or not. To drink or not to drink. Too many choices!

7- The educator. This guy is always spreading the word of Islam on facebook, twitter, Instagram. Anything with an audience.

8- The one who refuses to look at you, at all, because you are female. Even when passing you something. Brother I have feared for your safety at times. Don’t trip!


9- The undercover one. This guy goes out all the time but if his mum asks, he was in the Masjid OK. I repeat. Masjid. Praying Tahajjud…

10- The genuine one.

Obviously No 10…

Inspirational Women part 1

That girl who seems to have it all. We all know at least one person like that. You might envy her hair, clothes, her job or all the things I just mentioned. But, I have come to realise that if you let that determine your own self worth you feel totally inadequate.

I propose a new way forward. Being selfish and focusing on yourself.

You are on your journey and someone else is on theirs.

Contrary to comparing myself to those doing better than me, I choose to celebrate and promote them and most importantly learn from them instead.

With this in mind this week I will be celebrating inspirational women in my life who I have interviewed for Aawaz.

First to feature is the beautiful Noreen Khan.

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Why did I choose Noreen?

Noreen is on my list for a few reasons but first and foremost, I think Noreen is a hard worker. She does all of her own PR work and is constantly building her brand on Twitter, Instagram and Facebook. She is good at what she does and she is dedicated. She has also branched out into other ares with a fashion line, Noreen Khan Couture, and more recently NK Accessories. The hard work never ends and that for me is inspiring.

Noreen tell us a bit about you…

I’m a radio DJ on BBC Asian Network, I host and compere events and I do a bit of telly now and again! 

Noreen tell us what you are most proud of…

One of my successes that I’m most proud of is having the most listened to Asian radio show in the UK and another is setting up my own business when I was just 21!

What advice would you give 10  year old Noreen?

Firstly would be to enjoy being the tallest in your year group! When I was 10  the boys would pick on me and call me names because I was taller than them, but they caught up pretty quickly.
Secondly I’d say don’t worry if you don’t win every time, I was very competitive and would get upset if I didn’t win netball matches or get top marks in my times tables test!

For those reader who want to find out more about you where can they go?

I have a website:

Or just follow me on twitter to see what I get up to!

Aawaz would like to thank Noreen for taking the time to be interviewed.

social media sabbatical

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Prevention is better than cure. We’ve all heard it. You don’t have to be a doctor or in any way related to the healthcare profession to have gotten that message. You might even be sick of it by now. All the smoking cessation adverts or the constant media scar mongering.

Some of it is a bit overboard I’ll agree but having worker as a doctor for a few years now, I’ve seen my fair share or patents with conditions that were avoidable in some sense. I don’t just mean physical conditions and the obvious culprits such as obesity I’m also talking about mental health.

Whilst I haven’t suffered depression or a mental health condition myself it has alway been something in the back of my mind that I have been conscious of. Working long hours as a junior doctor, initially in a new area with no real social network of friend or family set up for myself, I was a prime target. I use to think looking from the outside it wouldn’t be surprising if I had a patient who was in my shoes who was depressed. Especially after those exhausting on call weeks!

That’s why I’ve tried to make an effort to notice how I was feeling and how different activities made me feel. I had seen patients with depression who were really suffering and whilst I also was fortunate enough to see some at the other end of the tunnel this wasn’t the case for everyone. I didn’t want to risk it.

Oprah once said your life’s constantly talking to you and when you don’t listen that whisper turns into a ton of bricks falling down around you.

They say it’s not wisdom until you actually implement it into your life and recently I listened to the whispers in my life and a made a few changes.

I took a big step back from social media.

Going with my prevention is better than cure, I started to be more conscious of how certain things made me felt and what role they played in my life. I looked at myself as both a consumer and a part of social media. The truth was I didn’t like what I saw.

For any time I would look on Instagram I would ask myself “what value is this adding to my life”. Looking at the super rich in their amazing clothes and holidays added very little value to mine. Then there were some account which one could group as “inspirational”. In fact there are some pretty great doctors out there making pretty big waves on social media from promoting healthy ways to eat to motiving people to work out more.

But again if I was really honest with myself, how was that beneficial to my life beyond the benefit they have already had? On balance most of the stuff I end up looking at was frivolous and whilst that’s ok at times, these apps are designed to be addictive and 5 minutes here and there soon adds up and that’s time that I wouldn’t choose to use in this way. I would just end up doing so!

Everyone is so happy to show everyone the highlight reel of their life. We all know no ones life is perfect but when you look at those perfectly captures “candid pictures” with Valencia and the perfect amount of brightness and contrast, we forget. Or at least I do. And that I think can be very damaging. Because we compare our reality to someones else perfected squares.

Facebook is the same. For every engagement picture there are triple the heartbreaks and breakups I’m sure. But we don’t hear about that.

And I’m in that group too. I don’t post the crap times of my life either but posting the best bits of my life makes me feel uncomfortable too. I’m not 100% sure why. I guess a part of my feel that it’s a bit dishonest putting one side of the story. Another is I don’t want the world knowing what I’m doing. I guess I don’t find Facebook useful at the moment. I’m not interested in keep up to date with everyone else’s life.

If you’re my friend I already know. We keep in touch in other ways.

Since deactivating my Facebook and getting Instagram off my phone I feel happier. I have noticed my concentration levels have increased and my time feels like my time now. Where I would show off about doing certain thing I don’t have to spend the time to think about which picture to use or which caption. I switch off.

Your mind and your attention are so precious and I don’t want to waste them on things that don’t serve that attention.

I still have my Instagram and my Facebook is deactivated for now. I’m not against social media but I am against wasting time and continuing with old behaviour just because “everyone does it”. I still check Instagram once a day but I’ve taken a backseat to my consumption and uploader status for a while and that’s suiting me just fine.

Whatever your opinion on social media, I hope thing made you think a little. You might love it and get so much out of it in which case carry on! But if you don’t and you don’t find it to be a good thing in your life then perhaps a little sabbatical or just what you need.

Until the next post,























do you boo

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One of the commonest things I notice about people who are lacking confidence is that they don’t realise their own self worth.

Now if this was a trivial things that didn’t really have any life implications I wouldn’t dwell on it but it really isn’t. These past few months I’ve really been struck by a few (mainly female) people I have met who don’t value themselves enough.

The thing that everyone needs to realise in my opinion if that NO ONE can offer what they can and that makes us all unique. And that in itself makes everyone pretty badass in my book. But not considering that and worrying about what Tallula has that you don’t is so disempowering and is the stupidest thing you can do.

Worrying about Tallula won’t help you in any way. If anything it will harm you because you stop focusing on you. It is such an unnecessary distraction and in this social media age we could all do with fewer of those.

So here is my advice. Do what no one else can. Do you boo, and don’t ever worry about anything else.

Until the next post,

Salma xxx


The one where Romeo was done: the Junior Doctor Years


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When I started my first few days as doctor the BMA asked to write about it in a blog for them.

Now on the very last day as my time as junior doctor it only feel natural to reflect on how I was feeling then and how I’m feeling now.

I went to a brilliant medical school but I didn’t feel ready to be a doctor. As a wise friend reassured me, there was no one at that point who was more qualified at that point in their career than me and my other colleagues fresh out of medical school. Even with all the reassurance it felt like a big plunge. 

First day on the job, F1 Aslam in General Surgery. A speedy ward round and then we were on our own. Yes we had seniors around and luckily they were lovely so we could ask them if we needed help but I do remember looking at the other F1’s and thinking “right, so it’s us guys”. 


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We made it through our first job. Where we stumbled we helped each other up. A sympathetic ear in the corridor. A text, “I’ve left you a coffee on ward 31”. A reminder to handover and just go home. The struggle was too real but we were in it together. We understood each other.

Then at that magical period when we had all learnt all of the important codes, where the good coffee was and who to go to  if you needed help, we were split up and it and it was a start from the bottom again.

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New job. New people. Unknown Salma.

F1 Aslam Acute Medicine. The weight loss ensued. I literally dropped a dress size and looked dreadful. 

“Don’t eat by the computer, have a proper break” I’m told by one of the consultants.

This job is a lesson in how to look after yourself because I was failing at that on an astronomical level.

Teary on the way home from work. It’s just never enough. I learn by the end that it is is never enough. All you can do if your best and that is good enough. There will always more patients to see and more jobs to do. Self preservation is paramount.

Final job of F1. Reunited with one of my friend and we become team gastro. 

Gastro makes me hangry at time and we stay late a lot. On those really bad days, we get give sympathy chips from the ward hostess and inhale them.

The weight loss is rectified much to my families relief. Punjabi family- no one liked slim Salma. 

We panic less. We’re almost at the end. I’m with my friend. If we have tough days we have each other and cake. Cake is our friend.

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End of the year. Breather for a hot minute and then we’re a back to it.

Something different for me. F2 Aslam Hospice.

This job is an honour to do. The best nursing I have ever seen, the most dedicated staff and I learn some important life lessons.

I start horse riding lessons, there is nothing to wait for and no ones guaranteed anything. I try to be as brave in my own life as the patients around me and go after what I want. I try to appreciate more the everyday. One of my patients sits out in a chair with the help of the physio before I go on leave. It makes my week.

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The first job I have been sad to leave but onto Radiology.

The supernumerary life is sweet and I get to learn. Ironically work usually get in the way of learning. Here I am a sponge. I am jealous of the Radiologists eyes and brain. Apparently we can see the same thing but really they’re the only ones seeing the images. I play envious spectator, go the MDT meetings and get to help with interventions. I go to ITU and see ultrasound at the bedside. I get time to use the ultrasound probe. People know my name. They encourage me. I’m in a happy radiology bubble and decide to apply so that one day I can sit in the lower GI MDT and feel really smart too.

I get into Radiology and it’s a win for hard work and being brave.

Last job F2 Aslam the GP.

I left my heart in Radiology. It’s a different world and I realise early on that it’s not for me. Long days with no other juniors around me.

Never ending tea and tasks.


One months funployment until Radiology starts.

Do I feel ready for that? Well just like Salma at the end of medical school, no, but I’m as ready as I’ll ever be.

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Until the next post xxx

Confessions Of A Junior Doctor

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There are a few things that us Brits care greatly about. The great British Bake Off (and the colour of Mary’s jacket). A good cup of tea. The weather. Oh, and the NHS.

(Another) election also means potentially more shake up for the already struggle institution that we all know and love so when it came to watching the first episode of the new TV programme from Channel 4, I feel we all sat up a little straighter.

If the reaction from twitter and my non medic friends is anything to go by, the new documentary following junior doctors in Northampton General Hospital touched a nerve with everyone. For the medics it was a case of “yep, I remember that” and for the non medics it was an unfiltered eye opener.

People relate to people and for all the talk about the much contested junior doctor contract this programme wasn’t about that. It was about the people on the front line doing that thing that they loved and living with the very real consequences of a system under pressure. Like their patients helpless at times in the face of disease, these junior doctors were also visibly helpless to the pressures of the NHS. The 9-5 working day which many doctors know in reality is an ideal more than an often subscribed to reality was demonstrated by the doctors having to stay late at work.The statement of “a large part of it runs on the goodwill of the staff..without that there would be no NHS” rang particularly true.

If there is one thing keeping the NHS together it is the people. As a junior doctor myself I have had some of the hardest days of my life at work. I’ve cried. I’ve run around like a headless chicken. I’ve stayed late. Yet with all of the difficult conditions why do we all stay?

It’s a question I’ve asked to junior doctor friend before. Their confessions weren’t caught on camera but rather in my car, or the canteen, or on the way to the pathology lab because the pod system stopped working. The response comes in many forms but ultimately the answer is something like “because I care”. And that I find universally in the NHS.

For all its flaws and imperfections, it’s filled with some of the best people. People I feel lucky to have worked with. The other day I found a consultants doing a ward round at 7pm on a Friday evening. For those of you who don’t know this is quite unusual. They weren’t being paid for this. They just wanted to make sure their patients were ok. When I went to help I was told it was all in hand and there was “a system” in place (that perhaps I would have ruined!). This is one example of someone going above and beyond their “job”. Everyday I see this. I don’t even have to look hard. I meet a million unsung heroes everyday on the NHS.

If you haven’t already gathered I’m a fan of this programme. For someone who doesn’t own a TV and doesn’t watch any TV programmes regularly, I shall be tuning in again.

The long and short of it the NHS is breaking but people still care. I don’t have a solution but I do know where you can go to educate yourself about the real state of the NHS every Wednesday at 9pm on channel 4. Oh and vote wisely.

Until the next post,